My greatest accomplishment for me has to be when I spoke to over 4000 people at Trans pride earlier this year.
I hate public speaking at the best of times, and with my torettes and stutter it’s a killer to hold a conversation with me normally without people thinking I’m high or weird all the time anyway.
But I managed it, and I’m so proud of my self
I would like to take this moment to congratulate myself because last week I reached my goal of getting 10,000 views in a year. Since it is still August this is a huge achievement for me and I am so proud.
I would like to thank everyone involved in making this happen. I appreciate every last one of you.
I will also take this opportunity to also say I’m planning to quit smoking finally and hopefully that will be another goal crossed off my list this year. I have been moving more and more onto my vape pen and hopefully that will stop the cravings till I can quit completely.
Again thank you everyone for making this what it is. I didn’t think people would honestly read my shit.
Also I might be having a placement to do film reviews on another site, so watch this space.
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, thank you
Firstly I would like to thank everyone who reads my blog. I appreciate the views, from something that has been used as a tool to get out my frustration is getting over 100 views a week. This may seem tiny at the moment but I am so happy about this.
Secondly, as you can see I have re vamped the site. There is an easy way to now follow via email, and a box that shows the content that everyone else is viewing. I hope that these new changes make navigating through this site easier.
Thirdly, there are more changes to come. As promised there will be a minimum of 3 posts a week, as well as that, there will (hopefully) be 2 reviews a month on random products/events/whatever I can. As well as this I am planning to still try and do the guest post slot as much as I can. I’m always looking for guest posts for “Fuck you, its your turn”. As you can guess, they will never end up on freshly pressed, but I have no restrictions on content, unless it breaks the law.
There will hopefully be more link ups, and more posts like ” 10 photos I love” , “Ten things I’m thankful for” (which is a weekend based post) and other challenges like them.
If there is anything that you want to see here, please comment. I’m always willing to try out new ideas.
Again thank you for following me, reading my content and beyond that. Hopefully the next 6 months will be as, if not more successful as the first six months of this blog
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, paint work
I have been battling with artists block for quite a while now. When I say quite a while, its been 3 years of not being able to either start or complete something.
From a very early age I had always enjoyed painting. I originally started off on natural work and mainly painted and drew flowers but it progressed more on a natural yet totally unnatural setting. A lot of my work I based it on death.
I suppose that now I am starting to work through recovery from all of my demons (though still highly unwell at times) it has been difficult to do this. And what time I could find, I have spent now writing a blog.
I think its about time now that I went back to the drawing board. I just want to grab a large canvas and see where it takes me. I don’t know where my brain will, and I think that is possibly the reason why I struggling to start a piece now.
So I have decided that next year I want to start painting again, properly. Get some work out there, aim to get at least 3 pieces out there that I am happy with and possibly one sold. I know it seems like a lot of work, but I’m hoping that it will pay off for me. Not as in a monetary way, but more of an emotional one. And maybe not destroy my work after a period of time either. Because that’s a really bad habit of mine.