One Month, Several Days And A Million Seconds

Its now been over a month since I have quit smoking. I have had a couple of blips but honestly I feel a million times better now.

I honestly thought I would give up after a couple of weeks but I’m now more determined than ever to do it. I’ve found vape juices that I totally love which helps even more. Fatties liquid does a superb one called red cowwww which is a strawberries and cream flavour. I’m seriously in love with it at the moment. 

On the 21st i have another appointment at the gender clinic. I’m not feeling too nervous about it at the moment, but I will probably get more nervous as the days progress. 

The only thing that I can physically talk about on here regarding an update is that I need to cut back on a lot with my life. I need to put myself, my family (including partners) and my book first right now or I’m going to go crazy again.

I wish I could explain more about what’s  been going on, but I don’t want to affect any outcomes. One day I will be able to talk about it publicly but now isn’t the time.